Stolen from Auto
2004-10-16....7:47 p.m.
Kindergarten
What were you like: lots of kids liked me but I was scared of people. i dont remember really being much of anything
Who was your teacher: Mrs. Maas(?)
Who was your best friend: hrm..not sure...maybe mandi or someone...or jesse norton(although i really dont recall when i met her bcuz I dont remember her being in any of my classes)
Who did you have a crush on: i dont think i had those yet...at this point girls were chasing boys on recess and vice versa, but i never would have done that
Something random: mrs. maas once forced me to eat a peanut butter M&M, and i told her i'm allergic to peanuts but she said to eat it anyway and she'd let me go to the bathroom afterward if i was going to puke
First Grade
What were you like: still quiet and didn't really say a word. i dont think i had many friends this year and this was probably the time period when i would walk around by myself during recess
Who was your teacher: Mrs. Wolfus
Who was your best friend: I think his name was Andrew something...but i just had a total mind block and i cant remember if that was actually his name...
Who did you have a crush on: Andrew
Something random: i remember playing with Power Ranger spin tops(the coolest things ever) once in class, and i hated ashley vanderwheele if i had to sit by her cuz she'd steal my pencils
Second Grade
What were you like: out of control. i got into trouble numerous times this year..i think it was onset bcuz of the older 3rd grade boys in the class or something. i got in trouble for writing "josh is a bitch" on a paper and passing it to someone in class, i said something way off-color about veterans around valentine's day, and i recall bringing some porn-related pamphlet to school to show everyone which i had found in my dad's desk. = )
Who was your teacher: Mrs. Morrison
Who was your best friend: Courtney Start, Lindsey Schug
Who did you have a crush on: probably matt schulack, kevin z, Chris Garrett or someone like that...lol
Something random: i'm not sure if it was 2nd or 3rd grade, but i remember having this pink polished stone ring that i decided was a "wishing" ring, and I remember on the way to music class wishing on it that Chris would talk to me or something hehe. megan krim and i would get all giggly and stupid about him for a while, lol
Third Grade
What were you like: calmed down a bit since getting in trouble freaked the shit out of me, as it does to this day
Who was your teacher: Mrs. Morrison
Who was your best friend: Lindsey
Who did you have a crush on: i dont remember...just random boys i suppose. brian frey for a while, and i wrote him letters saying i hated him and left them on his desk, hehe
Something Random: being in the little room thing that was part of our classroom with linz and bradley lewis, and finding "niger" on the globe. oh, and leaving wet grass in a zip lock bag in my locker for the year and then it turned to slime and somehow got all over in my locker. and i disliked having all the younger kids in the class. they were all so weird...
Fourth Grade
What were you like: went back to not saying a single word, wore dresses almost every day for a while, but mostly enjoyed being in the intermediate in mr. Sharpe's class
Who was your teacher: Mr. Sharpe
Who was your best friend: Mandi Rhoades, and she was also about my only friend for the next 2 years.
Who did you have a crush on: probably that weird kyle steinacker kid
Something random: i wanted to play teatherball a lot, but i was afraid to get in there with all the other kids...i was still very afraid of people. oh and chelsea harvey was like the lord of all lords with her cool black nike shoes and basketball jerseys.
Fifth Grade
What were you like: still didn't say a word, and was a bit more depressive, and this became apparent in some of the things i wrote in class during journal time, whining about not having friends, and i remember sometimes just standing alone when we'd go outside
Who was your teacher: Mrs. whatsherface until she disappeared, and then Mrs. Riley took over which I thought was the most glorious thing in the world since I knew who she was from Gymnastics and thought she was the greatest thing on earth or something
Who was your best friend: I think still Mandi
Who did you have a crush on: dont remember
Something random: morgan belland would sometimes talk to me and i decided there might somehow be hope for me to become popular or something, which was my dream of all dreams. i think she may have invited me to a party that year, or it may have been the next year..
Sixth Grade
What were you like: still didn't say a word, began to hang out w/ the "popular" people
Who was your teacher: base teacher was Mr. Martin, but also had Kupieki, Kendall, and Fiala
Best Friend: didn't really have real friends in Middle school
Who did you have a crush on: all the popular guys.
Something random: i dont really remember much of anything from this year. I think we went to disney world??
Seventh Grade
What were you like: wishing unsuccessfully to be popular and to have people like me and for guys to want to go out with me. i still didn't talk at all.
What was your favorite class: don't remember
Who was your best friend: not applicable
Who did you have a crush on: still all the popular guys i had zero chance with
Something random: this was the year of the mrs. wilder fiasco when I made the unfortunate, untimely, misunderstood error of forgetting and leaving behind my planner with some silly things i wrote on it in class, of which i didn't even mean but wrote out for private pity. i think this was also the year of which i first slow danced with a boy at a school dance.
Eighth Grade
What were you like: still didnt talk at all, was still seeking pity, was depressed i guess...sad that guys thought i was gross and undesirable
What was your favorite class: ?
Who was your best friend: not applicable
Who did you have a crush on: T.J. VanKrimpen in particular. still all the popular boys who would never consider liking me.
Something random: i think the washington trip signaled the beginning of my new life
Freshman Year
What were you like: crazy. i finally found a group of friends I fit in with and I finally learned what it was like to be someone and to exist. i started to talk and progressively became obnoxious and weird. i also heard that a few guys(but not great ones) liked me or at least considered me cute/pretty/whatever which raised my hopes even more.
What was your favorite class: kup's first hour cuz ash and i had much fun creating havoc in there hehe
Who was your best friend: Brandi, Ashley, Dani, Danielle, Autumn
Who did you have a crush on: marc hough, for whatever unknown reason, kyle carlton, and probably numerous other guys i couldnt get
Something random: by the end of this year i realized i had undergone a drastic change, and was overjoyed by this. for the first time in my life i had Confidence.
Sophomore Year
What were you like: angsty. for a period of time in the winter i wore something black nearly every day and wore punk-y accessories of the sort. that year i knew some guys liked me and that was a revelation. i learned a lot about life this year and basically i was just learning a lot. and being angsty, and a little dark/depressive until spring.
What was your favorite class: drafting with all the upperclassMEN. haha. and sociology whom i had more friends in.
Who was your best friend: Dani mostly i think, i was pretty close to Chris H. this year also, and of course the rest of the group, danielle/ash/brandi/danielle/autumn etc. tyler and mitch in the summer following this year
Who did you have a crush on: umm random guys i guess. i supposedly went out w/ Ryan Desimone for 3 months. and unofficially dated Ryan Winfrey for one month approx. and i liked kevin miller for like a week or so. basically i just circulated around their group of friends...lol. sort of sad, but humorous
Something random: this is the year i got into alternative rock music which i still love the most. this was my year of men. there were men-a-plenty. before soph year and after it was/has been a struggle to find those creatures.
Junior Year
What were you like: much more grounded...beginning of a realist. humble, i suppose..but not so sure about that.
What was your favorite class: English
Who was your best friend: Mitch, Ashley, Dani, Danielle, Autumn
Who did you have a crush on: i can't remember so must not have been anything major.
Something random: the Multi High School Musical was one of the greatest things I have ever done. It reopened part of my past and was just an all-around great experience.
Senior Yea
What were you like: i'm still a realist. i'm a bit flighty, i'm very very very comfortable with who i am, i'm very in touch with myself. i'm delightfully complicated. i'm not quite as easy-going and humble as junior year...way too emotional for that.
What was your favorite class: I'm not sure...i like creative writing and english as subjects, but the work is getting to be too much for me, they're really testing my mental well-being
Who was your best friend: Mitch, Ashley, Dho, Danielle, Autumn, Linz and a lot of other kick-ass acquaintances
Who did you have a crush on: that's not for anyone to know. who says i have one?
Something random: This year is just one big mental breakdown.
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