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Makeup hiatus
2005-01-24....9:39 p.m.

Ummm....I'm RATHER sure that I posted last night...yet I see no post. Come on now...

I'm sorta getting used to this no-makeup thing. I haven't really worn any since last tuesday. Which is insane, if you know me. I've went to school with little makeup before. Last year during exams I didn't wear any foundation or anything, but I at least did my eyes. Up until a little while ago this year, I had NEVER come to school without eyeliner. NEVER. I've went without foundation and all, but NEVER would I go without eyeliner. It would be like death. But I tried it once this year and it wasn't a problem. But yeh anyway last week during exams I wore literally NOTHING exept some mascara. I felt....frrreee!!!! lol. And, today, I thought I actually looked pretty damn cute. No makeup! Put my hair up in a ponytail and I donno but I practically looked great without it. Well not GREAT, obviously, but I looked cute. Not so skanky and made-up. Maybe it was the color of the shirt too.
However, not wearing makeup like this usually just ends in me WANTING to wear more, lol

Today I also gave the ends of my hair a little mayo treatment. As in.....gooping my ends in mayonnaise, then wrapping them w/ plastic wrap. haha. I think it mighta helped em a little...but I can't be sure. My hair is realllllll greasy right now though, because I didn't wash it today. And trust me...it's grossly oily. yuck.

Tomorrow's back to school! Funny enough, I'm looking forward to it. ::GASP!:: First off, it will help to take my mind off of thinking about all of the things I should be taking care of but am not. I feel like I can't handle juggling a job...yet, if I were working and making money, I imagine I could take care of everything a hell of a lot more easily. Hrm. Secondly, I guess I must be sorta excited to have new classes! It's always kinda crummy when the second semester rolls around and you just stay in the same classes. Not this year! Basically I already have these classes...spanish and art...but, it'll be cool to be out of the HELL that was woods. Drafting was fine as anything, but only because I decided to fail. I loved not having to do anything...but I didn't like the fact that the reason I didn't have to do anything was because I wasn't going to get credit or that marking period. Blah. Lastly, this weekend was sort of depressing not getting to do anything I had planned to. Humf. Relaxing I guess, definately chill, it was nice not to do anything for a while...it has me ready to get back in gear...but kinda crummy at the same time.

Hm, guess what I just randomly decided. I decided I'm going to try and learn some French. It's kind of a real personal assett in careers now to know different languages. And although spanish is a cool language, it's not really a pretty one. It's kind of ugly, actually lol. But French is hot as hell and I think it would be neat to learn. And, if I ever actually go into what I want to, maybe someday I will make my way to Paris. And I would feel much more comfortable knowing a language. So yes. I just might learn. We'll see. I think I'm inspired cuz in that movie the other night, the one girl said something in French and i was like "damn...I wish I could say that..." hahaha. So there. I think this is one of the best templates I've ever made. It's simple, essentially, I guess. But half of the stuff I did, I didn't even know how to do it...I just played around and guessed. Luckily, for once, it actually worked! I didn't know you could give a table it's own background, and I never knew before that making a textarea transparent was as simple as putting in "opaque" for the color. Also, could't get the links to the bottom of that column..they were like at her stomach auto formatted there...but I got creative by trying to use a combination of paragraph tags & spaces, and surprisingly, it freakin' worked! ::huge grin:: usually paragraph tags won't do anything...but w/ the spaces it worked. Usually for spacing and vertical alignment i'll just type letters the same color as the color they're on so they just don't show up...but I couldn't do that for this since there were multiple colors behind the text. yeeps.
I'm very proud. yeay. Now I just need to throw up a webpage, since all of mine were wiped off of FC's server. Won't be using them again.
Unfortunately, I was online virtually all day today, and this is all that I accomplished. Hours and hours, and nothing but this to show for it. Spent an hour or so just sifting through pinups trying to find his certain one that I don't think is actually old art...I think it's probably something new that someone created to look like it was retro. Dammit. So decided on this one instead...I think it was a good choice! = ) But yeh then I spent some time scanning my senior pics to the computer...trying to upload things to easy designer...had to clean out some of my ftp space...annndd lotsa stuff. Guh.

Oh, whaddaya know, I didn't finish Mitch's preset. Curse me. It was supposed to be his fking CHRISTMAS present, people. I figured of course I'll be able to finish it by his birthday. Apparenty not. I am a flaming failure right now. ajfoijfioeajfjweojfowaj. Might as well wait till graduation now. Hum. lol. Probably won't even have it done by then, the way I work on things and don't progress any. Blah.
Anyway, Happy Birthday Dude, hope it was good. : )

Eighteen now...good god. Can't believe my time is coming in just days. Yeeps. I'm going to have a mental breakdown by the end of this week.
I promise.

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