yeah...shitty
2006-03-30....8:11 a.m.
So I was in the mood for dark poetry. Here's my {stab} at it.
Why don't you rip my heart out again?
Why don't you twist it more,
draining more blood,
squeeze it out transferring my blood through my tears
My eyes bleed
I bleed the love that escapes me but never reaches you,
but half is what you can hold and the rest dies.
Sometimes it screams,
Sometimes it cries,
Sometimes it just falls,
silently,
and dies.
Sometimes my bleeding heart comes out through my eyes.
You try to appease me
but slash me again.
A jagged, rusty nail is pounded,
slowly,
into my unrelinquishing chest,
and once more again.
Hammer. Hammer. Hammer.
Oh does my heart hurt. It's burning. Oh god....
Someone put out... the fire...
Sometimes it screams,
Sometimes it cries,
Sometimes it just falls,
silently,
and dies.
Sometimes my bleeding heart comes out through my eyes.
What's this stain on my pillow?--
This spill on the floor?
Why'd you just let me go and walk
through that door?
I opened my heart to you
It stays that way
But for what good but an agonizing wound that you forgot to see--
or rather, look after.
Oh god don't let my love leave,
I feel it running,
streaming down my face
into a lost and unprotected,
unappreciating world.
I thought you might be there to catch it.
Sometimes it screams.
Sometimes it cries.
Sometimes it just falls,
silently, and dies.
Sometimes
my bleeding heart comes out through my eyes.
<3
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